Some of Us Have to Work for Happiness

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I am not a chill person. I am not laid back. I do not let inconveniences, whether big or small, simply slide away, easily forgotten. All my life, I have wanted to be this person. I wanted to be the cool chick. The one who didn’t stress about minor things. After 33-years, I have accepted the fact that I will never be the cool chick. I am too anxious for that to ever be me.

My anxiety and my inability to let things go tend to have a negative affect on my happiness. My default reaction is to ask, “Why is this happening to me?” When things are going bad or someone upsets me, I will immediately think about all the other things in my life that need improvement.

Happiness is something that I have to work on. I hate to admit this but it doesn’t come naturally to me. I’m not saying I’m always miserable. I have a lot of things in life to be happy about and a ton of things that bring me joy. I just need to spend more time reminding myself of these things than other people do.

While there are plenty of people out there who are genuinely upbeat and always look on the bright side of things, I doubt that I am alone in my battle for happiness. If you’re like me and have to work a little bit harder to be happy, I hope that the following tips can help when you need to remind yourself that things aren’t always so bad.

Remind yourself of all the good things in your life and all that you have to be grateful for. It’s so easy to dwell on the bad stuff. When your car didn’t start and you spilled coffee all over yourself and it’s Monday, it’s hard to think, “Well at least I’m breathing and have a roof over my head.” But you are breathing and do have a roof over your head.* Those are things to be really fucking thankful for.Β 

Remind yourself daily of the things that do make you happy. Make a list if you need to because I know how hard it is to think of those things when you all you want to do is have a breakdown. Read the list everyday. Read it multiple times a day if you need to.

Don’t ever forget that list of happiness but also allow yourself to feel sad. It’s a normal human emotion and you’re not less of a person for feeling blue from time to time. Just don’t dwell on it for too long and don’t let one bad thing spill over in to so many other aspects of your life.

Don’t beat yourself up if your default reaction to life isn’t calm coolness. That’s just another thing to stress about. Instead, focus your energy on happiness.

*I recognize wholeheartedly my privilege in writing this. I have the luxury of being sad and dwelling on trivial things because I don’y have to worry about the heavy stuff like where I’m going to sleep at night.

12 comments

  1. (I like your asterisk reflection!) After hearing something vague about a happiness journal (I’m behind the times–probably everyone else knows all about this), I decided to give the idea a try. Just a sentence or just a word a day to make me focus on something that brought me joy that day. I’ve never been good with journals, but so far am keeping up with this one. Turns out I can rarely stop with a word or even a sentence. What’s been striking to me is that within a week, I realized the moments that bring me the most joy have to do with nature–a birdsong, maybe, and yet I spend most of my time indoors–usually writing (which brings me great satisfaction, if not always bliss).So I am working to change habits. And just maybe I will find even more happiness.

    1. That sounds like an awesome idea. I have a happiness jar where I write the days that brought me the most joy throughout the year. But I have been thinking about doing something daily. Either writing down something I’m grateful for every morning or at the end of the night. It’d be interesting to see if there’s a pattern like you discovered.

  2. I’m a lot like you! I used to keep a gratitude journal where I’d write down 5 good things about each day but it’s such a hard habit to keep up, especially when you’re a person like me and are just negative about everything.

  3. It’s tough. Life is never easy. All of us are wired in a certain way and all of us have faults we wish we didn’t have. I have learned with age that I have mellowed, but like you I tend to react more than I should at times.

    Writing this post is a huge plus. You put it out there not only for yourself but a reminder to others that they are not alone.

    BTW: We need more of your posts. You write the coolest stuff. πŸ™‚

  4. Oh my gosh, I missed this post because I came to your page and it said I wasn’t following you?! Which is weird because I have been following you for years. Maybe it’s on my desktop but I think something funky must have happened because I also couldn’t find your page on my mobile app when I looked for it earlier. Anyway, ok, catching up on this one now! πŸ™‚

  5. So I can’t relate on a personal level to this post because I am usually really laid-back, but my husband is the exact same way as you! It’s kind of nice we are a couple because sometimes I am TOO laid-back and don’t get things taken care of that need to be and he balances me out. I think if we could somehow meet in the middle that would be the perfect marker, but I guess that’s why we have each other, haha. I’m going to send this to him though because I think you offered some really good tips that he could benefit from!

    Now, from my perspective I think people with y’alls personality types are usually go-getters who are crazy good at getting things taken care of. It frustrates me sometimes feeling a little directionless and confused with what move I want to make next. We need all kinds of people to make the world go round, and I appreciate you! ❀

    1. Thanks so much for this comment! I hope your husband enjoyed it. I feel like my fiance and I have a similar relationship to you guys. He’s definitely the more laid-back one, sometimes too much as well. But we tend to help each other out. I can get him to focus and take care of things, and he also helps me out when I am freaking out and stressing too much. It’s nice that you found that balance with your partner.

      1. Oh my gosh, isn’t it funny how we seem to be attracted to the opposite personality type?! You are so right about creating a good balance. It would honestly drive me nuts being married to someone who was just like me, haha!

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